From my letter to Elder Hatch yesterday:
Today while sitting in sacrament meeting, I was thinking about the words to the opening song we sang, "When Faith Endures." I feel like I need to share with you what I was thinking about. Here are the words:
I will not doubt, I will not fear;
God's love and strength are always near.
His promised gift helps me to find
An inner strength and peace of mind.
I give the Father willingly
My trust, my prayers, humility.
His Spirit guides; his love assures
That fear departs when faith endures.
The scripture references are 2 Timothy 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. and D&C 6:36 Look unto me in every thought; doubt not, fear not.
I can honestly say that in the past 3+ years I have not been afraid. I have had moments of doubt, but have been able to move forward past them. I definitely have found an inner strength that I did not know I had. Peace of mind has come over many concerns I've had. I know that I can be more humble in the way I approach my Heavenly Father, but thankfully He is accepting of who I am right now. Also thankfully, I have felt the love of my Heavenly Father, my Savior, my family, my friends, and my ward members. I know that I have been able to use my faith in Christ, my faith in the gospel, and my faith in my temple covenants to help me move forward in life with what I need to do and what my Heavenly Father wants me to do.
And here was his response this morning:
I would like to thank you for giving me those awesome scriptures and that hymn to read over. They were just what I needed at this time. So thank you for following that prompting to give them to me.
I'm glad I shared those thoughts with him too. I was at a fireside last night and the speaker talked about how quick we are to follow promptings. He asked, "Are you a 3-second Christian? A 30-second Christian? How about a 15-minute or 3-month Christian?" He emphasized that we need to be quick to follow the promptings we receive and when we do so, we are blessed, as are others. Good reminder. And maybe that's why I was able to follow through with the idea that I should share my thoughts with Carson. I'm certainly not writing this to toot my own horn, just doing it as a reminder to myself that good things happen when we follow promptings.